"You've carried the guilt, the shame for long enough. You've kept your wounds open for long enough. The time has to come to let go, to heal. Keep the lessons and let the pain heal. Yes, you know what we are talking about it."

FB's application, "God wants you to know".
hahas.

perhaps it's true.

^^

felt utterly tired recently,
i was like dead beat at 11pm yesterday?
.______.
perhaps it's due to the constant a maths spamming..
or perhaps it's just the stress~
exams exams exams.
=.="

i want to smile and laugh like i really mean it.

stop those fake facade.

1. i need to grow.
2. i need to buck up on my subjects, my parents deserve smarter kids, really.
3. i need to save up, fyi, i'm utterly broke.
4. i need to improve in band, i'm such a loser now.
5. i need to show to soh that i am smart.
6. i need to clarify matters asap, i don't want anyone to misunderstand me..
7. i need to shed off those weight, GAH!
8. i need to be the old smiling me, why have i gotten back into this emo realm?
9. i need to find a way to make my brains work FASTER!
10. i need to know how to relax.
11. i need to learn how to cycle!
12. i need to go bang wall soon due to stress. LOL.


i've many many more to accomplish..

i shouldn't have given up so easily,
but i can't regret,
cause it'll only lead to more regrets.

rained @ 3:19 PM