damn sucky day.

started off with a sucky note at school,
ended off with a sucky mood.
.______.

morning,
went off to Jurong Island.
was kinda happy.
(:
chemgallery is cool and enriching.
:D

arrived back in school at 11am+.
perhaps the first time a teacher made me tear.
like a teacher that's incharge of my CCA,
not my own subject teacher.
.___.

i can't control my emotions recently.
x.x

totally damn sick and tired.
wan pon also make me so guilty..
but seriously,
with only 27 people, what can we do?
27 out of 50? or perhaps even more.

super sick and tired.

had headache later on,
KDS kajiao-ed.
walked into bandroom,
KDS:"Yvette has headache today, dun irritate her".
idiot.
he gu yi one lor.

like i wan that headache like dat..
probably my head not enough water.
afterall,
it's the first time i "bawled"(?) infront of so many people.
and a guy.
lol.

JY was dam funny,
he was damn hum.
then cy said "handsome but most hum".
LOL.

super funny.
tried my best to force the tears not to flow.
perhaps i tried too hard,
but really,
whenever i think back,
i really feel that i'm a stupid idiot.
"different people has different learning abilities, your just happened to have the slow learning ability."

win.
i always thought being hardworking can "overcome" slow learning,
but i'm totally wrong.

tried to last for the entire band practise.

forced myself to find a cab and cabbed to JP to meet mum and bro.

bro bought his working stuffs.
i saw a flats that i liked.
$25 bucks.
hahas.

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somehow,
his presence will always make me stop crying.
like some magical spell.
but i know i don't like him anymore.
(:

rained @ 11:00 PM