recently dunno what went over me,
think i've an attitude problem or something.

gah.
=.="

mdm ros was really true,
the class lack of attitude and spirit.
hopefully, we'll improve and stop agitating teachers.
>.<

dunno bahhs..

i really feel weak nowadays,
i can even tear on small matters.
perhaps,
it's really kong xu.
i'm contradicting lar..
i feel kong xu, but i don't go interact with people.
like some anti-social kia.
=.="

perhaps a repeat of last yr.
.___.

and even till now,
i still don't understand why did i gave up cause of her.
i seriously never hated/ disliked her.
perhaps i was just plain jealous.
she really gave me the signal that i'll be the one losing at the end,
call that inferior if you want.
i don't have confidence in winning her.
perhaps cause she's so close with them.

it kinda hurts.

perhaps it was cause of last yr that hitted me hard.
but seriously,
i've no faith in myself already.

hopefully my close friend will give up on him soon,
else she might suffer the same fate as me,
or even worse.

but at the end of the day,
what can i do?

rained @ 8:09 PM