felt like got tons of things to say,
but words just can't describe.

i really thank her for telling me the fact.
cause if not, i'm gonna hate them.

like really.
at least, i've dried the tears for it alr.

thanks Joey Teo <3
thanks Shawn :D
thanks Mel (:
thanks Ezzul (:

hah.
i shld be optimistic and say,
"at least i don't need to practise more".
hah.
but i can't.

perhaps inborn pessimistic person?

if you were the one,
won't you feel really left out?
i know i suck a lot and perhaps, can't possibly play it well in one week.
perhaps that's how they think.

today is the day i felt the worst.
in this whole dam yr.

ahh.
fk.

i should learn how to try and not give up.

rained @ 8:23 PM