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Monday, April 27, 2009

i am DEAD JEALOUS.

x.x

did my best by not mentioning it for 1wk.
and i'm still trying not to.
but it's like getting into my head.

like yeah.

sometimes, i could even think of those scenes.
zomg la.

WTH IS WRONG WITH ME!

i shan't be jealous cause i've no rights to.
afterall, i lost in every way.

even now, being called as a cao ah lian.
like seriously,
my attitude is turning from bad to worst.

gah.
i loathe it when pple call me that.

and i hate girls.
cause, even when you're telling urself not to cry, tears will just roll down NATURALLY.
LIKE, UNCONTROLLABLE?!
gah.

seriously lah,
i know i'm NOT good enough.
but i really really tried.
born dumb?
i spent hours mugging maths n physics.
yet pple dun study can pass and i study like mad get a just pass.

even xll said my attitude is getting bad.
WTH IS FREAKING WRONG WITH ME LA.
i wanna get good grades.
at least a pass for subjects i'm weak in.

i really really try.
and i really really can't.

how inferior i felt la.
world's apart.

why, why and why?!

i really just wanna be selfish and have that courage.
but i'm just a timid person.
thus, i dun feel i've the right to feel this way.

really forcing.
i'm tired alrdy.
but what can i do?

rained @ 9:48 PM