I just realised,
a lot of people have started not liking you and your attitude now.

i really wanna ask you, why have you changed so much.

Since primary school, though not so close with you, i felt that you're a nice person.
an awesome friend, perhaps.

When it's secondary, things started to change.
we got closer.

When you don't wanna study, i really helped you with all i could, trying my best to help you, just so that when you look back next time, you won't have to regret.
but now, you're the one making me regret that spending the months trying to make you study instead of studying on my own is a BIG mistake.

Seriously,
you're the one making me feel that i'm a fool.

perhaps you feel that i'm being too paranoid.
but look at your attitude to your school work.
look at your attitude to your friends.

it's already secondary 3, are you still gonna continue your happy-go-lucky attitude and flung all your subjects. Then emo all day long cause you find it hard to catch up later on.

Really larh.
even though i'm not that good in maths, at least, sometimes i know what to do.
when i tried to teach you, have you ever listened carefully and tried to understand?
have you ever not blow your temper on me?
you know how hard it is to just get you to concentrate..?

and it's not like my subjects are exceptionally well and i can afford to not pay attention in class.
yet i just used lesson time to explain to you about the concepts.
have you ever spared a thought about me?

when i'm pissed with you,
when you're in a good mood, you'll call ah bu and jia wen to pacify me.
when you're in a sucky mood, you'll just pour more cold water on me and say "whatever larh".

I don't owe you a living mind you.
I don't owe you any favours.
and i don't get it why am i doing this to myself.

you're making me have to urge and ask mr soh for a change of place.

in tuition classes,
you would just slack around and think "it's slacking time".
When i taught you how to do the sums, you will just "OH!".

Really, i have a limit to it.
Perhaps some day, sometime soon i guess, that i'll just explode infront of you.
and trust me, it won't be a nice scene.

and FYI,
you just spoilt the day i loved the most.

BYE.BYE!

rained @ 4:54 PM