firstly.. i really dunno what is TRUTH anymore. i dunno who to turn to.. i dunno who to trust.. i dunno what i am doing.. i dunno what on earth am i thinking.. i dunno anything.
I always thought.. even though reality is a pain, i could hide myself in maple, trying not to face that fact.. Yet, look.. i cried buckets of tears for maple. i really don't get it..
perhaps, our thinking is different you think that by doing that, you're only sacrificing urself. but, have u ever thought.. about the person hu u sacrificed for?
at first.. i thought u left cause u needed time alone. yet, all i get is being ignored by u. but i see other stories like me ignoring you.. you said you PM-ed me. but, i swear i didn't see any PM from you AT ALL. i really didn't..
you said.. "i told sky" "but even he din c" "who else can i tell when all not dere?" "and be call a lier" "look wad happen when i try tell papa" "he so angry he left my BL" "maple tot me not to tell the truth" ... "what happen" "is the reason i delete her frm BL" "i even have to delete mama" "coz she her jie" "u think i not sad?"
i'm confused.. really.. even though jay told me, that you sacrificed ES, ur home for me. Ur papa, mama, jie, kor, di, mei for me.. i really dunno what to believe.
and. you told me to let go.. so srry.. i'm those, who will find out the truth b4 i can forget. that's me.
you know.. after i read this, i wondered if sky was for real. not only maple i have to worry..
and. i asked you.. you didn't tell me anything. i know you won't say. but i hope you'll..
my results, my future, my life.. all these worries are never ending..
Science failed, Maths failed. English though passed, so what?! Passed so nicely, not as though it'll help me like dat. For FK?!
Next up.. Chinese, sure a fail again. WOW. I'm a pro failure..
and. ANDREW. Stop giving up on urself. I failed so many times, yet i still can get up after i emo-ed for a time. If i could, SO CAN YOU. URE NOT USELESS. BELIEVE ME. YOU CAN AND YOU WILL.
oh wells.. 1 more week and bye bye to CSS, Class 2-2 2008. I really miss the times we had, those sad, happy, angry, emotional time we had together.. These memories will be kept close to my heart.
LYRICS! And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives Where we're gonna be when we turn 25 I keep thinking times will never change Keep on thinking things will always be the same But when we leave this year we won't be coming back No more hanging out cause we're on a different track And if you got something that you need to say You better say it right now cause you don't have another day Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down These memories are playing like a film without sound And I keep thinking of that night in June I didn't know much of love But it came too soon And there was me and you And then we got real blue Stay at home talking on the telephone We would get so excited and we'd get so scared Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair And this is how it feels
[1] - As we go on We remember All the times we Had together And as our lives change Come Whatever We will still be Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs And we make the big money When we look back now Will our jokes still be funny? Will we still remember everything we learned in school? Still be trying to break every single rule Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man? Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan? I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye Keep on thinking it's a time to fly And this is how it feels
[Repeat 1]
La, la, la, la: Yeah, yeah, yeah La, la, la, la: We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now? Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow? I guess I thought that this would never end And suddenly it's like we're women and men Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round? Will these memories fade when I leave this town I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
