I'm currently on the verge of giving up for studying.
That's it liao. Study so much. Algebra still fail. Memorise so much, Science underline. WTF la. I'm not born to be a study type. Mabe that's what the exams are telling me right now. Left 3weeks more to exam. I hate it.
Exams, stress. I wonder if i never go Triple Science what would my family do to me. Quit band? Stop using that excuse to threaten me. Everyday you nag and nag saying i never study. But have you seen me studying in the library? In school i also study de lorh. Everyday come home late cause i don't wan see you all.
Irks me only. So i rather go library to study. Are you aware of that? NO! Everyday you will only know how to say:" Still don't want to study ah?! " You thought i also not stressed ah? Streaming year who not stress you tell me. But at home i only want to relax. Rubber band pull too long till snap de lei.
ah. FUCK. =/
I hate that i love you by Rihanna and Ne-Yo
LYRICS! [Rihanna:] That's much I love you (yeah) That's how much I need you (yeah, yeah, yeah) And I can't stand ya Must everything you do make me wanna smile Can I not like you for awhile (No..)
[Ne-Yo:] but you won't let me You upset me girl and then you kiss my lips All of a sudden I forget that I was upset Can't remember what you did But I hate it
[Rihanna:] You know exactly what to do So that I can't stay mad at you For too long, that's wrong
[Ne-Yo:] But, I hate it You know exactly how to touch So that I don't wanna fuss and fight no more Said I despise that I adore you
[Rihanna:] And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah) I can't stand how much I need you (I need you) And I hate how much I love you boy (ooh) But I just can't let you go And I hate that I love you so..
[Ne-Yo:] And you completely know the power that you have The only one that makes me laugh
[Rihanna:] Said and it's not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I Love you beyond a reason why And it just ain't right
[Ne-Yo:] And I hate how much I love you girl I can't stand how much I need you And I hate how much I love you girl But I just can't let you go And I hate that I love you so
[Rihanna] One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me And your kiss won't make me weak But no one in this world knows me the way you know me So you'll probably always have a spell on me.. (yeah~oooh~)
[Rihanna (Ne-Yo):] That's much I love you That's much I need you That's much I need you That's much I love you That's much I need you I need you
[Rihanna:] And I hate that I love you sooo...
[ Rihanna:] And I hate how much I love you boy (Hey) I can't stand how much I need you (I can't stand how much I need you) And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...ooh) But I just can't let you go (But I just can't let you go, no) And I hate that I love you so
[Both:] And I hate that I love you so.. so.. i don't know if what ger said wad true. i hope it is. Then i won't have so much trouble forgetting. This song showed my feelings. D: Those around me should know what i meant. I know that he doesn't like me though. =.=" i don't get why she lied to me abt nt liking him. knew it frm "because of you, i will SMILE xD". mabe she's trying to let me feel better? I'm trying to give up. but imisshim.
