I officially say, IAMMISSING SOMEONE. =.="

Okay. That's lame. Long long time never talked to him alrdy. Hais. Perhaps all exam.. then distanced? TT_TT

Oh wells. Mama's b'day today!

Went StraitsKitchen to eat. Buffet. Kinda nice..

Tomorrow's HCL paper..

Totally not in the mood to take that paper. It sucks. Normally we have HCL paper in the afternoon and the morning is left blank, meaning NO SCHOOL. This time round, THERE's SCHOOL. Heard it's all thanks to that VP.

Super long day tmw. Reach sch at 7am+ End sch at 6pm+ Plus collection of papers and stuffs. GG man. English paper on Friday.

I feel like dropping HCL. I mean, i totally took HCL for the sake of 2yrs w/o chinese in JC. Now, i don't feel like going JC, i wanna go POLY. So, it'll only cut off my 2point. And i have to suffer so darn long. People take one chinese paper, we take two. One during Sec 3, which is just next yr and the other at sec 4.

I dunno. Now, my mind's floating everywhere, even if i flipped open my books, my mind will be thinking, how is ger now? how is kim now? how's everything?

There's so much to worry. And not to say, for myself. I also have loads.

People said time heals wounds. More time is really needed.

I learnt algebra for so long, yet, i still can't solve the problems. FUCK.

I so wanna go somewhere and release my angony. But i dunno where. I know my frens ard me has a lot of problems, that's y i'm not gonna worry them. I know they can see through me like a paper.

And, sorry. I didn't mean to break down yesterday during PC period. Thanks Yi Hong and YX. You 2 tried to make me laugh so that i would stop crying. Though you always show ur happy-go-lucky face, i know that you're very stressed too. I really feel very self-fish larh. Hais.

I will be strong. At least, till after exams then i will let me have my major breakdown. This time, for sure, i won't show it.

Ciaos.

rained @ 10:35 PM