Exams, exams and EXAMS!

Okays. First paper, HCL.
1000000000000000000% Sure i FLUNG-ed that paper.
*Hopeless*

Even Jeremy also says it's damn hard.
My standard is like, way below his?
Say GG to me.

Second paper, Eng.
Okay Okay. Hopefully i pass.

After English paper i went to Sembawang to meet Kimmy and Caii.
Ended up, me and Caii waited Kimmy for 30mins++, minus from the last call i called her.
I waited longer cos i was the first.
and, i realised.
CAII AND KIM WERE BOTH SICK.
and.
BOTH DUN WAN GO SEE DOCTOR!
Heard Caii coughed till vomitted..
Both must take care~!
Then, forced kim to eat at Sun Plaza.
She so smart!!! Took two bowl. Then force me eat. @.@

I no appetite larhs. Mabe it's fatigue. I dunno.
Then ended up go AMK lib cos Sembawang lib full.
Best is, i couldn't study. Nothing can get into my head.
I'm trying not to think.
But, i failed terribily.

The fact of Germaine is emo-ing without telling me reason,
the fact that there's a irritating leech,
the fact that i couldn't trust anyone anymore,
the fact that exams are really coming, theres no time for slacking,
the fact that i suck at councilling my frens and that i am at loss,
the fact that i can't help but to worry about maple people,
the fact that i play maple and i treat all my maple frens like RL frens,
the fact that Greeny can't get out of my head,
the fact that Kim is bottling things up but not saying,
the fact that Kim and Caii are SICK pple yet,THEY DON'T WANNA SEE A DOC,ACT STRONG!,
the fact that my maths really sucked,
the fact that i want everyone to be happy yet it's too big of a HOPE.

I know i sound resentful here. But, I DUN WAN ALSO.

Oh yeah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIN YING~!
Stay cheerful ya?

I dunno.
Even now, i worry about maple pple. Yet, when i'm online, i dread mapling. Cause of some unknown reasons. I don't wanna be like this. But i'm like this.

Really hope i can cheer up.

Happy Boys & Girls - Aqua


Don't mind the video, listen to the song. Ger said it's totally crap and sucked. But i beg to differ.
Her words: i listen to the start and it sucks..."

Okays. I shan't say i'm hurted. Cause i intro-ed her this song to make her happy. I know i'm childish. =.="

Space Invaders - Aqua


Intro-ed Ger to this song too..
Her comments:" there is no such thing as space invaders...scienticfic research has proven it"

Okays. Shan't say further.

I dunno what happened to me. Even today, i almost made wanny bad mood. Due to my moody-ness. ARGH.

I dunno whether to juss ditch him anot. After exams.. It shall be my day to decide...
Literature exam that day, shall be my day of decision.

Just for ur info, i'm saying about 2 guys here. LOL. Cause somehow, my blog readers will assume the him implies to the same person. But, it's not. =P

To him:
Even if you follow me everywhere, i don't feel protected, instead, i'm irritated. I really dunno how. I'm stucked.

Ciaos.

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