HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUI SAN! (:

Stay Happy Always!

Shall start..

Firstly, thanks a lot Jasmine. But hor.. PLEASE not wilber pan. =/

I was just wandering. Perhaps you guys think i'm unreasonable. At first, she left me totally. My one and only unique 'mei'. Not contactable in any ways.. Then, i tried asking her thru frens, abt why she's like this, all i get was a "sorry".

If "sorry" cures everything, then there will be world peace now. You told others is cause u didn't want me to quarrel with wanny. But have you thought before, have you ever wondered that i won't be unreasonable. I mean, if i'm confronting a person, i'm reasonable. ESP for this kind of matter. You didn't believe me, that's what that hurts me the most.

Plus, now you're back. I feel extremely distanced from you. I really don't like you way of saying things. Throwing all the happy memories we had together and just leaving with a word sorry..?! Don't you think it's TOTALLY unacceptable?

It's not that i was moody just now, but, the whole party are your frens. I'm an EXTRA there. When i left after that papu, all said i was still angry with her. But, can i ask..? Am i being unreasonable for being angry? You guys kept hiding everything from me. Practically everyone hides it. I don't mind you hide it, but, i can see that it hurts u so much YET, you don't trust me enough to tell me. Fine.

Perhaps, i'm not good at councelling. But, i know what it is like to be smiling on the outside and bleeding in the inside. Cause, i'm having this problem RIGHT NOW. During the end of CDP period, i was laughing like mad. Why? Cause i don't wanna emo. I don't wanna let others see my tears. Since i could control it on Monday, WHY CAN'T I CONTROL IT TODAY?!

FUCK.

rained @ 9:20 PM