Today slacked the whole day. LOL. =/

Finally found my SONGS!

1. Valkyrja by Yousei Teikoku
2. It's only a fairytale.

Both are my faved songs now! ;D 1 more paper to go!! :D
(Actually got art and oral.. but hey! Oral study what? Art is crap! =x)

Did the art preparatory work alrdy! By Picasso!! (okay there's no reason for the exclamation marks. Dun mind me.)

Today went over n over what happened recently. Felt it wasn't even worth it. Like really. Making unwanted sacrifices. She even asked me why i made Guy B hated her even more.

I don't know if i'm even going on the right path. But i have to move on. With my buddies by my side, i have to. I can't just don't move because of this. But my legs can't take me any further already.

I really feel like just kick her away. I can't take it anymore. I can't tell Jasmine about this. Partly because of exams, everyone's stressed. Jasmine's also stressed. Everyone's stressed. I can't make another worry about me. But i just dying to tell someone, at least, to not keep it bottled. Germaine is like not really bothered to listen. Cause its like, " Not my problem, why should i care". i don't know.

I don't even know who are really the ones who are willing to sit beside me and hear me pour my woes anymore. Like really lend me a listening ear. Call me attention seeker. But i really want to know...

I don't wish to even go to school now. The sight of her irks me. Sends chill down my spine too. I wonder how she could even act infront of so many people. Great acting skills i must applaud. I really don't wish to hurt anyone. Neither do i want to end a friendship like dat. Can you just tell me what should i do then, to enlighten your pain? Cause, you're not the ONLY one hurting. All 3 of us are.

don't laugh at this post, or think it's funny.
it's not.
cause i did this post, crying.

rained @ 10:04 PM