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Friday, March 28, 2008

Recently kinda emotional. Section is getting messier and messier every moment. Kah Hwee can't control us and she is trying her best to get our attention yet we don't appreciate her kindness. I really find that we are very selfish. She is like so pitiful cans? I feel so helpless by her side, cannot do anything and she doesn't even pour her woes out. At least there's someone to pour her woes to, at least she has someone who lend a listening ear to her whenever she wanted. I wonder when is the Sec 4s going to give talk again. Heard that they wanted to do it on the day Kah Hwee broke down, but she told them that we are having full band and stuffs. This week they never say, mabe next week they are going to give talk?

Today band was sort of slack. Cause the primary players are all out for meeting. Hence all the Sec 2 and 3 exco- members went out. Mr Desouza wanted to play Les Miserables but said that all the key players were all out hence we ended up listening to some other pieces, Oregon and 2 of his selection for next year's SYF.

Then, there was sectionals afterwards and i think the section is kind of like back to normal but messier, like they always play their instrument when kah hwee already told us to stop playing and stuffs. And just now i think i saw kah hwee kind of pissed and i could sense sorrow in her eyes although i asked her and she denied. Making her cry once was bad enough, i really don't want to have a second time, Even Min Yi said so. Haix. So troubled!!

Melissa and Ezzul just quarreled. I hope everything is going to be fine soon. One thing for sure is that, when Ezzul is clouded with the idea or perhaps the thing he meant in his mind and wanted to say it out badly, he would not have think of how others felt when he/she listened to what Ezzul has to say.

Hence i am very sure that he didn't meant to scold you. Please be gracious and stop fighting please.

I am ~~kinda~~ missing the olden days.

Taken after the 26th February '08 concert.

I hope these kind of laughter can come back.

oh ya! I found a DVD or iszit VCD regarding Clarinets! Its a CD that teaches you how to play a Wind Instrument, Clarinet! Whoot~~ Found it at Mustafa. Okayys. I may sound very ku ku here, but yeah, a fact is, i never entered Mustafa before but i heard about it everywhere. That night i went there, i kinda couldn't breathe. The unique smell is very strong and its congested with Indians. It sells all kinds all stuffs, from music to food to VCDs ( including Chinese POP) I was like OMG-ing when i was inside la. >.<*

Front Cover! It reads: Wind Musical Instrument TEACH YOURSELF, CLARINET.

The Back Cover! States the topics inside. =D

School

Okays. I am kinda rejoicing that the school's hall is under renovation, thus, we need NOT have Dance! OMG! i am SO happy can. I hate dance, especially when there are the irritating guys who love to mock at what you are dancing. So pissed! ARGH!

Today Jasmine's kinda emo. I think its because of me. >.<>.<||

Ciao.

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