Just thought that today i could happily play Maple peacefully. Yeah. Guess you guys know what i am implementing. Early morning, woke up at around 5am. Wanted to go Ghost Ship 5 to book map. Yeah. Woke up and realised that my computer crashed. T.T

Repaired my computer till around 8am? Yeah. Went online and saw Uncle Saia playing Papa's character. LOL. Yeah, sort of wasted my 2x exp.

Afternoon, Sis came back from her school band camp. Yeah, then she wanted to go out. Dragged me out la. So pissed. Wanted to level one lorh. Then nevermind. Went out, had no choice cause she threatened to ban my maple. Yeah. T.T

Came home alrdy and what? As i was starting to play Maple again, Sis came and scolded me. Sorry ar, Papa. I didn't mean to came in and log out. But i really had no choice. If i had, i would had stayed. It's a waste of my money you know. Hais.

Yeah, had to backtrack alittle. Now i shall elaborate on the shopping part. Yeah. Went out to shop for New Year clothing. Bought 2 blouse and a skirt pants(forced). But! I still have to rewind abit more. Had my dinner at The Cafe Cartel. Yeah, received a apology sms. I could guess that that person was quite sincere in her apology. So i didn't really you know, like blame her. Yeah, i know its unlike me. But i just thought that she's very sincere and yeah, i guess she's emo-ing again. Really wondered who told her about my post about her. Hais.

More and more problems are piling on me again. Heard about Ger and Ram had a "quarrel" - i interpreted. From what i heard, i guess its a little serious. Guess i should find out more. I really don't wanna have 2 good friends like that. Its like, to me, even if there's no one there for me, at least, at the very very least, there's them. Seriously, i had been doing some reflections. Was i really that bossy, bitchy, whatever you guys called me? I really don't know. Can someone enlighten me?

I really need some enlightenment. There's so much problems awaiting me, yet, i... >.<
Family, friendship, section, band, relationship. Everything is like on me. Can i really overcome all this? I really wonder. People said i am very panicky. But have you all thought before, if i wasn't, i might not have even come this far.

Next year, you guys are really going to see a GREAT, DRASTIC, change in me. Let me just announce that, the Yvette Zheng you guys once knew is now officially DEAD. Who am i? I don't know. Might be just some puppet being pushed and shoved around. What can i do? I could change NOTHING. REALLY NOTHING. I LOATHE MYSELF.

Now, even in game, i am ignored. Everyone is treating me like a invisible person. By the way, i am just going to be a "I-don't-know-and-don't-care" person now. Like me or not, i heck care. If you hate me, please, at the very least, let me know. And please do not back stab people. I LOATHE backstabbers.

rained @ 10:31 PM